Kyle and I have been riding bikes this year for awhile now. The first race we did was in March and we have been riding pretty regularly since then. Well for some reason the last few rides I have been on have not been so good. It started before we went to Hawaii.
We went to the top of Squaw Peak and we were going to ride down the mountain to home. Then when we got home Kyle was going to ride his bike back up to get the car. Well, toward the top I crashed a couple of times. Nothing too serious, but still, it does nothing good for the whole confidence issue. That was an interesting night. We started too late and ended up in the middle of the mountain in the pitch black and my confidence was shot. Luckily Kyle was very sweet to me and just loves me even if I'm having a break down in the middle of nowhere with nothing that could be done to help me. Oh the memories.

Kyle happened to have the camera ready to get a cool shot of me riding, well how about crashing?!?!

Nothing got too hurt, just a couple little scratches.
When we were in Hawaii we didn't ride bikes at all. We got back on Sunday night and went for a ride with some friends on Monday night. It had been raining all day so the trail was slick. I hadn't ridden a bike since almost two weeks earlier when the Squaw Peak fiasco happened. It was a bad combination. I didn't necessarily fall, but I really struggled that whole ride. Poor Kyle was stuck with me the whole time and everyone else took off. I couldn't clip my pedals in. I couldn't ride in a straight line. Everyone else eventually turned around and we met up with them. It was raining on and off the whole time. At one point I bailed from my bike which consisted of me throwing a leg over my handle bars and landing down a steep slope in a frog position. I landed on a rock and got a bruise on the arch of my foot, but luckily that was it. Everyone started heading down so I did too. Of course they all got down there way before me and were in their truck before I made it to the parking lot. Oh I've got a long way to go.

Kyle on the trail

Shae is a lot tougher than I am. Someday I'll be like her.
I did ride one other time last week with my friend Leia. She has forgotten her helmet so it was a pretty chill ride and we had fun. The weather wasn't too hot and it wasn't too cold. She's leaving to go to Indiana for ten weeks, I think, and it makes me sad. But at least she's coming back.
Click here for Leia's BlogI got really sick last week and didn't do anything for a few days. I even sent Kyle off to a race by himself because I wasn't feeling good. Usually I at least go and hang out, read a book, whatever, but I wasn't even feeling up to that last Sat.
So I rode again on Monday. I had been riding for like 20 min when CRASH!! Yet again! It was a stupid crash, going around a stupid turn, going at a slow speed. Just before that I had been thinking, "Oh how nice, the weeds on the side of the trail are nice and long. If I fall it will be padded and not hurt because it's so overgrown." Well lucky me I landed right in the middle of the dirt trail. Lame. It hurt so bad. I was wearing a long sleeve shirt luckily, but I still got banged up. We went back to the car after that. We went a total of like 2 miles.

Sad face. Sad arm. I have a big bruise on my hip and shoulder hurts. But nothing is broken so that's great!

So there is a race tonight. I think I will do it. If it's a negative experience, I may hold off on biking for awhile. I need to get my confidence back up and enjoy it again. I do like it which is why I am going to race tonight. But it's totally not worth risking my body and life for.